When you wake up and feel like deleting stuff, stay in bed

29-03-2008 @ 02:17 by Wi11ow

So I felt like deleting lots of stuff, or something. Or I just didn’t think about it when I accidentally deleted wilgje.net from my domains list on GoDaddy (thank heavens that they fixed that fast for me, or I would have been unable to blog this!). Or when I deleted my whole phonebook along with my Windows Mobile OS when I wanted to try something new on my phone (now I need to ask people for their numbers). Seriously, I need to grow a brain or something. Or get up earlier. And have some coffee. Nah, it’ll only spill over my laptop…


Heel, heel, heel fout

10-03-2008 @ 14:16 by Wi11ow

License to drill 2

License to drill 1


Heads I win, tails you lose

21-02-2008 @ 14:16 by Wi11ow

I’m currently doing research into a topic for my thesis, and I found this article about fallacies in arguments. Even though I’m not going to discuss this subject, it’s a really interesting read. It is also a sad story about Sam who loses his job because Todd rejects all his arguments in a number of ways. I guess Todd didn’t like him much.

A small abstract, discussing one particular fallacy:

Either-or fallacy (”black-and-white fallacy” or “false dilemma”)

This occurs when an argument is built upon the assumption that only two outcomes are possible when there are several, or when of two possible outcomes, one would not contradict the other. This faulty adversarial construction places the listener “between a rock and a hard place.”

Sam: “Todd, I conducted an investigation on Triki not to “judge” her, but because I received a complaint from a client. What I found was certainly more than I expected. Triki has clearly violated not one, but several of the company’s rules. Triki herself admitted to abusing her position repeatedly and to providing false documents upon enrollment. All this is in my report; its goal was to review employee conduct—as per our usual procedures—and to propose a review of our employee recruitment and verification system. I don’t understand what is wrong about bringing up this matter here.”

Todd: “Sam, you seem more interested in being right than in being truthful.”

This statement implies that being right is inconsistent with being truthful; there is also innuendo (…).

This is all the stuff that’s made me lose about ten thousand arguments on irc ;)


Speech therapy

20-02-2008 @ 14:26 by Wi11ow

It’s been a bit quiet here, but no worries: two book reviews are on their way. I just need to refine them somewhat. In the mean time life has been a bit chaotic for me. My former speech therapist, whom I’d been seeing since I was eleven, referred me to another therapist. She’s not just a general speech therapist, since she deals with stutterers only. The change in therapy, after only two sessions, is rather huge.

Some of the things I’ve learned so far:

  • Even though I stutter myself, I seem to have issues with hearing other stuttering people talk. I can’t explain why this is and I think I’m a hypocrite for it, but it’s a fact. I found out when I arrived at my therapist early yesterday and heard her talk to one of the worst stutterers she treats. I just couldn’t bear to listen to it. The weirdest part of it is, she told me that the guy doesn’t really seem to mind… and I think my level of stuttering is horrible already…
  • The former point has done two things for me: first of all, I realised that I don’t know any other stutterers than my dad, whose stuttering I don’t even hear anymore, at all. All of this has led me to believe that meeting other stutterers would be an excellent idea. So I’m going to do just that, in a couple of weeks.
  • I avert my eyes when I stutter, which makes any communicative situation I’m in worse (except phonecalls, I can look wherever I want then). If I keep facing the people I talk to while I stutter, they’ll experience it as much less of an issue than when I cast my eyes down while I do it.
  • Stuttering is all the things a stutterer does in order to avoid stuttering. Meaning, if a stutterer wasn’t so incredibly busy thinking “it’s going to go wrong” or “I can’t stutter now!”, much of the stress would be relieved. All the things stutterers come up with, like choosing different words or saying “uhm”, just make the situation more stressful.
  • My voice does not sound like that of an eight year old, in contrast to what I always think when I hear my own voice. Although I must say this has been said to me before.
  • There are other problems in my life that are way more serious and need attention, such as the current home situation I live in.
  • It’s not a bad thing to have someone else finish your sentence every once in a while. In fact, normal speaking people do it to each other all the time, so it would in fact be more normal to finish that sentence. Of course, it’s still annoying when the sentence gets finished in a way that the speaker didn’t intend.

This therapist has much more to teach me, like how to stutter on purpose, which is bloody difficult (and that strikes me as really weird). I think she can help me quite a lot and I must say that I’m looking forward to the next session.


The Straight Story

19-01-2008 @ 19:54 by Wi11ow

Today I was reminded of a movie that I really need to see again because of a million reasons. The story is brilliant because of it’s simplicity and complications at the same time, the setting is beautiful and the music… wow. The Straight Story is one of the best movies I’ve ever seen. Also it’s incidentally one of the few David Lynch movies I actually understand more than enough to like it. Note, again, his crazy thing for filming the stripes in the middle of a road, something I noticed first in Lost Highway (which I saw at 16, perhaps I should watch it again to see if I get it now). I don’t know for sure, but perhaps he considers it to be some sort of trademark.

In this scene Alvin Straight drives his lawnmower out of town to visit his brother who lives in an adjacent state (never mind the Italian, I couldn’t find this scene in English). The two haven’t spoken to each other for many years and he wants to make amends. The music is by Angelo Badalamenti, who convinced me so much by this soundtrack alone that I’d watch any movie featuring him in the soundtrack. I have no words for how beautiful this song is.


Our Lady Peace - Angels/Losing/Sleep

17-01-2008 @ 18:06 by Wi11ow

Nice music I’ve recently discovered, with a slight touch of emo.


Useless quizzes <3

01-01-2008 @ 22:56 by Wi11ow

77% Geek

How did I end up this way?! O_o


MMVIII

01-01-2008 @ 17:18 by Wi11ow

Happy new year people, animals and trees out there :)

Oh and this is what it looks like when you set approximately 172 sparklers (’sterretjes’) on fire:

^_^


Knetterbek

25-12-2007 @ 14:43 by Wi11ow

goeiemoggel


Mario, I mean Kitty

25-12-2007 @ 14:28 by Wi11ow

A Japanese game that looks everything like Mario but behaves quite differently. I laughed my ass off several times as I watched the horrible stuff this programmer has come up with ^_^